I am most thankful that you have not changed and I have not changed.
The hot weather of a busy summer eventually cooled down in the days that were about to end in August. Speaking of this sudden sense of coolness, I was caught off guard. Fortunately, I just bought autumn clothes some time ago, and I didn’t have to open the wardrobe to know what to wear.
Because it was raining, the weather also entered the night mode early. When I went out in the morning, I tidied up the wardrobe which I had turned upside down. After that, I lay in bed and looked at my cell phone. Think of a friend who hasn’t been in touch for a long time. Last month, he sent a message saying, “Ming Ge, I’m getting married this month in Beijing. I hope you have time to appreciate me.”
Suddenly, I fell into memories. Because there is a friend with a double name in the address book, I clicked her head to confirm which friend it was. She has changed her head to a wedding photo. No wonder I didn’t recognize it. After confirmation, I did not reply in time. Suddenly, all of a sudden, in my mind is the scene of running on campus with her in College time. We have classes together, we go to the library together, and we witness each other’s glory and confusion.
At that time, we could spend 10 yuan on a campus street. She knows I like pink, and all the gifts with pink will be very attentive to her. At that time, lofty words and lofty aspirations were witnessed by one another and realized one by one. For example, at the end of the semester, not only scholarship winners, but also the title of excellent three good students. We cheer together, we celebrate together, we encourage each other to cheer. At that time, we saw each other’s most distressed and sad time, I understand the loneliness behind her silence, she also knows all the stories behind my silence. At that time, we all had a pair of smiling eyes. At that time, our friendship with each other must also be irreplaceable.
After graduation, we separated, not in the same city, not under the same sky. At first, we will also contact each other’s new life on the Internet. What kind of troubles do we have in terms of each other’s current situation? Because environment, because of growth, because of values. Gradually, we no longer frequent contacts, we no longer frequently tell each other’s new life, we also no longer mutual Tucao life of the dribs and drabs. We only say “Happy Birthday” to each other’s birthday. We only say “Happy New Year” to happy new year.
All the pictures related to her revolve around in my mind like a movie replay. I remember that summer when I met her, we agreed to be friends for a lifetime. Time is really a double-edged sword, taking us all the way to maturity, but at the same time, it also makes us lose many of the simplest and most innocent smiles at that time. I will remember, in the sunshine, on the playground, the girl who smiled and her eyes narrowed, will also remember, in the past, in the future, this girl who has been occupying a different position in my heart.
After a long time, I came back to God. Reply: I just arranged work that day. I may not be able to go. I am really sorry. But please accept my best wishes. She said, “Oh, it’s the family members who urge people to meet the people they like. In this way, she said, I said, as if we had gathered together all the words that had not been connected in recent years, she said every bit of her happiness, I wish her good love. I tell about my experience in recent years, and she also regrets that we are really different. I don’t know. It’s too late to talk. Like that university, we stayed up all night and had endless words. We are full of spirit and have illusions. This feeling is strange and familiar, but it’s really gone for a long time.
On the day of her big wedding, I was busy. I didn’t have time to brush my circle of friends until very late. I saw her hanging out happy photos of the wedding scene and felt happy and happy for her. It’s nice to see the dribs and drabs of the wedding scene and feel her happiness. Later, she wrote to me privately: “dear, your gift has been received, you know that you love me most. I answered her with a smile: Ha-ha, like it, so many years, I am most grateful that you have not changed, of course, I have not changed.
Later, we talked a few words in 00, and ended up chatting with the reason of busy work. Chat dialog boxes in Wechat are replaced by people and group messages at the front. If you want to find the dialog boxes again, you need to search manually in the search bar. This short, frequent connection is as rough as the waves when they cross the beach, and as calm as the sea sometimes is. We have resumed normal life, I will see all her friends circle, but I will not comment. I can’t see her in my circle of friends. I think it’s too good to be in a friend’s circle. If you get along well, you won’t be filled with emotion in your circle of friends. Life goes to peace, and we return to peace. No contact, no bother, no waves, maybe it’s the way we live each other.
I often think of a sentence: life is like a first sight.
Always feel that the first time is beautiful, really beautiful irreplaceable. But it had to be connected.