恒耀注册-后来,我瞒着所有人爱了你很久很久

2018-11-24    分类:恒耀操作系统    0人评论0114次浏览

你知道吗?我昨晚又梦到你了,梦中的你一如既往地帅气,你背对着我,坐在那家我们常去的咖啡馆常坐的位置,我进门径直朝着那个位置走去,却看到了你,我就愣在那儿停顿了好久,然后你转过头来看到了我,你朝我笑,我鼓起勇气试着向你走近,却始终走不到那个位置,眼睁睁地看着你近在咫尺,却偏偏难以靠近,最后直到你消失不见。

我猛然醒来,睁眼,漆黑,宁静,我放空了几秒,然后才终于认清你已经离开我的事实。是啊,已经离开了。

都说,梦中梦到的人,是因为心底觉得离得好远,所以我才会想要在梦中再见见你,可是,在梦中你也离得我好远,我怎么也靠不近你。

也许是在用这种方式告诉我,分开了就不要怀抱希望,现实,梦中都不能。

我们在一起时,身边的朋友都知道,爱你,是他们都知道的事情,后来分开,只有少部分人知道,可是没有人知道我还爱你,这是属于我一个人的秘密。

后来的我一直单身,有时候朋友开玩笑说“你是不是还没有忘掉他”我说“怎么可能,我这么拿的起放的下的人,早忘了。”回答的干脆利落,以至于他们都信了,说的多了,连我都几乎信了。

可是,那为何会在听到你的名字时心头一震,为何会在不经意间想起你的时候心底隐隐难受,为何会在街上看到一个和你相似的背影心脏漏停一秒,为何总是会入我的梦,又为何对后来身边出现的男生都无感,直至今日,你依然是我拒绝别人的理由。我没有在等你,却还是喜欢不上别人。

会偷偷地跑到你的空间,因为当时在一起的时候微信还没有如此盛行,那时候会要求你弄成情侣头像,关联qq号,设置成情侣空间,有空了就一直在你空间留言,后来我们的qq不再关联,你也换了头像,换了空间装扮,清空了所有留言。我偷偷地溜进去转了一圈,然后默默地删除访问记录。想知道你的消息,又怕你知道我还在惦记。

会偷偷地跑到你的城市,在我们经常走过的那条小路转转,呼吸着这座城市的空气,吹着和你一样的风,算不算相拥?

也会一个人背着包到处旅行,记得和你说过很多想要去的地方,你总说等咱有钱了,想去哪去哪,你总说等有机会了,去很多地方。可是直到分开还是没有去过任何一个地方,我一个人走走停停,看一起说过的风景,而你在哪里?

在一起两年的光景,用了三年的时间念念不忘,回忆比经历还要长,该说自己太痴情还是太想不开呢?

其实有时候我们的内心远远没有表面那么潇洒,背影一转身就可以,而心里的空缺要怎样去填平?离开后的日子我瞒着所有人爱了你好久好久,我想这应该是我说分手的代价吧。但是该偿还的三年时光已经够了吧,剩下的我只想活给自己看。

以前总希望你能来,会突然站在我的面前,会给我打电话让我到楼下给我惊喜,会轻轻地说一句“别来无恙”可是现在我不想要了,那些无处安放的情感就让它各自归位,你别来,我一个人也无恙。

恒耀娱乐主管翻译

You know what? I dreamed about you last night. You were as handsome as ever. You were sitting with your back to me in the usual place in the cafe we used to go to. I walked straight into the door and saw you. I was stunned for a long time. Then you turned around and saw me. You smiled at me and I summoned up courage. Try to approach you, but never reach that position. Watch you close, but it’s hard to get close, until you disappear.

I woke up suddenly, opened my eyes, was dark and quiet. I let go for a few seconds before I finally realized that you had left me. Yeah, it’s gone.

It is said that the dream of people, because the heart feels far away, so I would like to see you again in the dream, but in the dream you are far away from me, how can I not close to you.

Perhaps in this way to tell me, separated from the hope, reality, dreams can not.

When we were together, all the friends around us knew that loving you was something they all knew. Later, when we separated, only a few people knew it, but no one knew that I still loved you. It was a secret belonging to me.

Later, I was single. Sometimes my friends joked, “Have you not forgotten him yet?” I said, “How can I possibly, the person I picked up and put away like this, had forgotten.” The answer was so crisp that they all believed it and said so much that I almost believed it.

However, why do you feel a shock when you hear your name, why do you feel sad when you think of you inadvertently, why do you see a heart like your back in the street that stops for a second, why do you always fall into my dream, and why do you feel insensitive to the boys who appear next to me, until today, you depend on it. But it’s my reason to reject others. I’m not waiting for you, but I still can’t like others.

Will secretly run to your space, because wechat was not so prevalent when we were together. At that time, we would ask you to make a couple’s head, associate QQ number, set up a couple’s space, leave messages in your space whenever you are free. Later, our qqq no longer associate with each other. You also changed your head, dressed up in different space, and emptied the place. There are messages. I sneaked in and made a circle, then silently deleted the access record. I want to know your news, but I’m afraid you know I’m still thinking about it.

Will stealthily run to your city, in the path we often walk around, breathing the air of the city, blowing the same wind as you, count as embracing?

I will travel around with my bag on my back. I remember telling you a lot of places I want to go. You always say that when we are rich, where we want to go, you always say that when we have a chance, we go to many places. But until we parted, I had never been anywhere. I walked and stopped by myself to see the scenery I had said. Where were you?

Two years together, it took three years to remember and remember. Memories are longer than experiences. Should we say that we are too infatuated or too unwilling?

In fact, sometimes our hearts are far from so smart as the surface, the back can turn around, and how to fill the gap in the heart? In the days after I left, I kept it secret that everyone loved you for a long time. I think this should be the price of breaking up. But three years of repayment is enough. I just want to live for myself.

I always hoped you could come, would suddenly stand in front of me, would call me downstairs to surprise me, would gently say “don’t come harmless” but now I don’t want to, those feelings that have no place to put it back, you don’t come, I am not harmful.

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